Thursday, March 31, 2011

Day 18 ~ Spring Challenge

***Something you wish you could change about yourself....

I first thought about...I am working on the losing weight thing. I just want to feel better about me. I want to do this for my children too:) I need to do this because my family history requires me to do this and take care of myself. Having babies (for me) has put a huge strain on my body. I would still do it all over again. I just would have been smarter with the first one.

Next, I tend to be the half glass empty kind of girl. I think it has a lot to do with my childhood. I am trying my best to get past this, I want to be the glass half full kind of girl. I don't like that all the negative thoughts attack first. I immediately see the worst of the worst and then if I am good I can switch it around and I run to God. My problem is that I dwell on it sometimes. I wish I could change that too. I am learning that I need to run to Him first. I just know that I am trying. I know that God can help me with this and He will:)